"But love is blind, and lovers cannot see

The pretty follies that themselves commit."

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away
Away

I do recall now, the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July ninth, the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go, sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I'd roll my eyes and then you'd pull me in
I'm not much for dancing, but for you I did
Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends
Just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you you wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in the weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last

what else can I say it's all over and done with

i once did fall in the trap of love

thinking that once gained, never lost

but it seems that it's not that

and will never be

the promises made

they don't count cos of love

the pacts made they won't matter

cos of love

the pain that beats on me like a drum

will hardly ebb away

the shatter i hear

it's that of my heart

we'll work at it

and perhaps one day

we'll realize what is love

till then...

like what antoinette says

"don't make promises

then you can't break them."

“You must be strong now. You must never give up. And when people make you cry and you are afraid of the dark, don't forget the light is always there.”


Life is crazy
i'm so close to taking my exams
and i can say that i'm not ready
so shit for me.
But oh well
i don't think i really care anymore.
what's right and what's not.
is there really a difference....


Oh I've been going through a hell of a time
Making sense of everything you left behind
When I arrange it into columns and lines
I always think it's adding up, but it never does

So in the morning maybe
I'll be alright
And through the day
I'll prepare for the fight
With a fever on a Saturday night
Cause this is giving me the shakes and butterflies, oh

#
And if you don't stop running you can never breathe
When everything you want is everything you see
But when it comes to decision baby, him or me
Well I hope you can feel the need

*
What made you an alley cat scratching me?
You dig deep with your nails and flash your teeth
And run off to where your next big meal could be
What made you an alley cat scratching me?
You dig deep with your nails and flash your teeth
And run off because you must be tired of me
Run off because you must be tired of me

And there's a scene I will always replay
At the moment when my hand touched your face
I could see your eyes turning away
But I've been standing my ground with you babe

#*

And now I fall in love with somebody everyday
As they step aside when I'm walking by,
or smile at something I say
But I promised you it would never get in the way
Of stability but the joke's on me,
cause you were the one who got carried away

Oh, you got carried away
Well he carried you away
Carried you away
Carried you away
Carried you away

I wish i knew why

why i'm so mean

why i can't be normal

why i can't be unbitchy to my friends

why i can't be a good and perfect gf

I can only pray you'll accept me as i am

cos i know that without you

i dunno what i'm gonna do

even though i also say heck it

Why do birds suddenly appear

Every time you are near?

Just like me,

they long to be Close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky

Every time you walk by?

Just like me,

they long to be Close to you.

On the day that you were born

The angels got together

And decided to create a dream come true

So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold

And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town

Follow you all around.

Just like me,

they long to be Close to you.

On the day that you were born

The angels got together

And decided to create a dream come true

So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold

And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town

Follow you all around.

Just like me,

they long to be Close to you.

Just like me (Just like me)

They long to be Close to you.

JUST WISH I BLOODY KNEW WHY

I'm currently sick
of life
of work
and of all these boring subjects i'm studying
I feel like running away and going to become a
fisherwoman!
But who am I kidding
I love shopping to much.


If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand



But then again
Sometimes I feel life is like
an absurdist DRAMA
GIBBERISH, NON-SEQUITUR LANGUAGE
BEING USED ALL DAY
Just take the recent ACJC scandal persay
the girls were kissing...
is that considered sex...?
I dunno...
An the girl who took it stood on the sink to do so
is that sick or sick?

When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand



Yet, no one is bothered by those facts
and I will not let these rumors bother me.
No. I'll study well and show
Singapore that who needs you.
Sigh..the uncertainty of life.

Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shone
In my life Your will be done

For now, having what i have
is enought to be thankful for.
To keep me strong and ongoing.
I'm glad i have you my lovessss
Too keep me smiling each and everyday.


Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand

So i'll press on
and carry oin asnd trudge through
this pathetic life of mine
and pray that God will hurry find a way
or a purpose for me to go on.


And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand

And till then,
i'll delight in simple joy
allowing love to overcome all my adversities
allowing God to work in my life
and hopefully
what is God's will
will be aligned with mine.


Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of your call
Hope will rise glory shone
In my life Your will be done

Amen.

There's really nothing to say

posted this beacause i really
wanted to thank you for
all the help you've given me
during this super difficult period

For everything you've endured
and all the tears you've lovingly
wiped instead of frustratedly
sighing and walking away.

For letting me whine
and be naughty
for letting me never having
to be somebody else
i'm really thankful.
and i think mee and you
we're like dou jiang you tiao
The perfect us- pls scroll down


喝纯白的豆浆是纯白的浪漫
望着你可爱脸庞和你纯真的模样 
我傻傻对你笑是你有种解药 
你说我就像油条很简单却很美好  

我知道你和我就像是豆浆油条  
要一起吃下去味道才会是最好  
你需要我的傻笑我需要你的拥抱 
爱情就需要这样它才不会单调

我知道有时候也需要吵吵闹闹  
但始终也知道只有你对我最好  
豆浆离不开油条
让我爱你爱到老  
爱情就需要这样它才幸福美好
 
我知道都知道你知道你都知道
好不好别偷笑让我知道 
好不好别偷笑让我知道就好  
我喝完热豆浆眷恋着还想要 
你吃完金黄油条爱情又要再发酵

I can't wait to lay my hands on the iphone!!!
my dad just got me one!!!
exciting~~~
yay!
just pray that i won't lose it
knowing my pea brained self
or drop it
knowing my butter HANDS.
sigh...
will be praying hard.
still...
nevermind.
Whee.

So I got my boots on, got the right 'mount of leather
And I'm doing me up with a black color liner
And I'm workin' my strut but I know it don't matter
All we need in this world is some love
There's a thin line 'tween the dark side and the light side baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble trying to find it

But if I had you, that would be the only thing that i would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you

From New York to LA getting high rock n' rollin
Get a room trash it up 'til it's ten in the morning
Girls in stripper heels, boys rolling in Maseratis
What they need in this world is some love
It's a fair line between a wild time and a flat line baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble tryin' to find it

But if I had you, that would be the only thing that I would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had

The flashing of the lights
It might feel so good but I've got you stuck on my mind, yeah
The fashion and the stage it might get me high
But it don't mean a thing tonight

That would be the only thing that I would ever need
If I had you, then money fame or fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you

If I had you
That would be the only thing that I would ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete (never could compete with you)
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy (it'd be ecstasy with you)
If I had you
You you you you you
If I had you

Peeing -Old- Lady- By -The -Road- Side and lots of SHOPPING!!!!

For once, there will be no lyrics embedded in my post. Although I do like that very much. I think it's expressive. Thus, this blog shall be dedicated to Miss Yingz who complains about it so. haha. Sorry, for the use of proper language for once, aftermath of having just ended prelims and am loads screwed cos my dad...is back. So sad...he makes mornings so noisy. RAWR. Can't take it. Anyways...super excited because I am going to get a haircut later. I'm just going for a trim but ah...what the heck.

So of all things to see yesterday, while taking the bus to somerset, at a busy crossroad junction near rivervalley, me and Yingz saw a old lady squatting by the road side. Thje conversation went like this:

Yingz: Is that old lady peeing. OMG, what is she doing
Me: after you serious? Siow ar. Cannot be.
Yingz: Yes she is, got water coming out.
Me: no lar

It is at that point in time, as i vividly recall, that she chose to stand up and turn around and reveal to us her bare wrinkly ASS. We totally stared at each other in shock. Unbelievable.

Me: Oh shit.
Yingz: She should find somewhere more discreet, not in the middle of a busy road.

she freaking crazy that old lady. Whatever.
So we went shopping~~~ and Yvonne couldn't go cos she went back to her secondary school with her besties to meet her teachers for teachers day whom were not as free to meet her! haha. okok, Rachel the evil. RAWR.
So me an Yingz went to buy shoes and she totally bought a cute and to-die-for but oh-so-unwearable shoe. In the end, she had it changed to a more practical one. haha.

Am so glad i have friends like her. Keeps me entertained. And friends like KY who i dearly love. I love you too yingz. kiss. haha.