Into your hands, O Lord
we humble entrust my grandmother.
In this life you embraced her with your tender love;
deliver her now from every evil
and bid her enter eternal rest.

The old order has passed away:
welcome her then into paradise,
where there will be no sorrow, no weeping nor pain,
but the fullness of peace and joy
with your Son and the Holy Spirit
for ever and ever.

Amen.





When I'm alone I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
There is no light in a room where there is no sun
and there is no sun if you're not here with me, with me.
From every window unfurls my heart the heart that you have won.
Into me you've poured the light,
the light that you found by the side of the road.

Time to say goodbye.
Places that I've never seen or experienced with you.
Now I shall, I'll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,
it's time to say goodbye.

Andrea Bocelli
When you're far away I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
And of course I know that you're with me, with me.
You, my moon, you are with me.
My sun, you're here with me with me, with me, with me.

Time to say goodbye.
Places that I've never seen or experienced with you.
Now I shall, I'll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,

Both
I'll revive them with you.
I'll go with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,
I'll revive them with you.
I'll go with you.

You and me.

Goodbye is being happy that she's gone to a better place yet sad because you'll miss her presence -Rachel



I never realized it would happen so fast
or that it would be so near
So when Mom told me
I was in shock
for a very long time.
I couldn't believe it
and it only settled in when I was in the cab.
(which obviously caused me to cry
and caused the cab driver to think that
i'm crazy)

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us world's apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you

11hours 43mins and 54secs
that was the time you officially left us
and it hurts that I never did get to see you
right before you left.
But it's no matter
I know that you thought of me
and knew that I thought of you too.

So far away from where you are
I'm standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I don't regret anything
and everything you have left behind
are not sad memories
I'll always keep a part of you with me
that's all I can say
because it's not goodbye for us.
You know that.
It's see you later.

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

I know that you'll be up there waiting for me
That you'll be sitting there
beside God's throne
becoming another angel who looks after me
Like you always did when you were alive
There's so much I wanted to show you
but I guess you know it all now
I'm glad, really.
because now at least I know you're happy
that you're relieved from the pain
But still

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

i'll miss you
miss your loving hands
and your humor
and how you always laughed at me
for saying the right things or wrong things
and making feel like nothing could ever
go wrong with you around

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

I'll miss the way you used to
make me eat so much
the way you asked me if I wanted a drink
the way you asked me to study hard
and be a good girl

Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I'll miss the way you hold my hand
and patted my thigh
the way you kiss my hands
the way you tried to stuff me some money
the way you took pictures
with that slant in you head

More importantly,
I'll miss you.

That's why even though I know
that you're happy
I cry, cry so hard
cause the missing you is what hurts
hurts so bad.

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us world's apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

Rest well, Grandma
see you soon.

I'm sorry for today...
I just really miss you today
so much so that I can't control myself
maybe you're right
you do have better self control

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

It just makes me really sad
that I need you so much
cos i don't want to be a burden to you
I don't want to be one of those sticky
girlfriends who go miss you every 5secs...
but i think that's what i've been doing unconsciously.

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I don't really think that you miss me less
I just feel that i'm missing you
too much for it to be real
I miss you so much it hurts
that's why i said the things i said

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

But that's all over now
and i'll gladly put the past behind me
I just can't help but wonder what if
one day you'll get really angry
i'm really really scared.

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

You may say i'm paranoid but
what if...
just what if...
One day you say
i've had enough with you and your
RUBBISH!!!!

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

Then what's gonna happen to me
I'll just die of a broken heart
but no,I stop myself in time
and think happy thoughts.
yet the fear still lingers...

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

When your angry letter came
I cried
I really cried
not cos I was sad
but cos it hurt for me to say
that I miss you.

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

each time i say
I want you here
i'm not kidding
so your reply
give me cab money lar
makes me cringe and laugh
at the same time

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

I won't forget your smile
won't forget your face
won't forget your smell
won't forget your kiss
won't forget you.

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

You know exactly what i mean
Please smile for me.
Whenever you think of me
i'm thinking of you too
I play this song repeatedly
over and over in you ipod
not cause I love it
but cause this songs reminds me of you.
I listen to it before I sleep,
hoping that i'll dream of you
and every sec we're together
I try to make the best of it
Each time our fingers touch
my breath catches
though sometimes less than others.
but each time our lips brush
my breath gets stuck in my throat.
hope you understand
how much you mean to me.
7 months 7 years
that's all we need to spend
forever together.
So you better stay right where you are.

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick, but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye

Keep it sweet, keep it slow
Let the future pass, and don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon
Into this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling, but please don't catch me

See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling, but please don't catch me

So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's for real

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling so please don't catch me

If this is love, please don't break me
I'm giving up so just catch me

It's tough i know
it's tough for me too
to keep away for so long
to keep waiting for me
to see each other
crumble
pick him/herself up and try again
but i just you to know
that when you're near

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Beign with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face
And i've never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When i'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

I would like to make you banana pancakes
watch you smile in the sun
go to esplanade and watch you
restless from the heat.
But we can't.
Nor you nor I.
Time's just not enough.

CHORUS:
Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
And suddenly i'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby, all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
Slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's suppose to be
I can feel you breathe

I like to hug you
cause it's there that i hear you breathe
in your embrace
it's where i feel all my burdens fly away
you are my support
so if you're down I'll go with you
and we'll pick ourselves up together

In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
Closer than i've ever felt before
And I know, and you know
There's no need for words right now

Keep holding on
I miss you so much too
but i have to block it
or i'll never get anything done
when i'm angry or i'm sad
It'll be worse
but please don't, please don't
get angry at me.

CHORUS

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way...

I know you know.
I know what you know too.
I know what you can't say either.
There's no need.
Just breathe and somewhere,
no matter where i am,
i'll breathe in the air you breathed out.
and we'll breathe as one.
So remember,
every breath you breathe
has my kiss in it.
hmm.hmm.

i've never been so tired before
so sick and tired
but hang in there
I say to myself
2 more months.
just 2 more months

Over all the Earth
You reign on high
Every mountain stream
every sunset sky
But my one request
Lord my only aim
Is that you reign in me again


I need all the help that I can get
I need more strength from God
more than I would ever imagine
I surrender all.

Lord reign in me
Reign in your power
Over all my dreams
In my darkest hour
You are the Lord of all I am
So won't you reign in me again

I don't ask for much
Just for God to stand beside me
for God to lead me
I know that I haven't been
living life with him.
I'm sorry.
and now i'm heading back
to where He has always been

Over every thought
Over every word
May my life reflect
the beauty of my Lord
'Cause you mean more to me
than any Earthly thing
So won't you reign in me again

Help me
Help him
Cause everytime i'm busy he suffers
I'm sorry. I'm thankful. and
I love you.

My prayer for the day:

Lord,
please hold my hand each and every step
on this tiring and difficult path
May YOU fill me each and everyday
with your love and power and grace
to walk every bit of this journey
May you cover me with your blood
and keep me safe always
keep me in your arms and your embrace
Lord please don't let me out of your sight
Keep me in your circle of protection.
and for him Lord,
please bless his heart
his loving and caring heart
that makes me so happy each time i'm sad.
Send him an angel to help him
in times of need
just like you have sent him to me.

Amen.

What more is there to say
this is my prayer for the rest of my days...

Precious Lord take my hand,
Lead me on let me stand.
I am tired I am weak, I am worn.
Through the storm, through the night,
Lead me on to the light.
Take my hand precious Lord,
Lead me home.

MUST

When my way grows drear,
Precious Lord linger near.
When my life is almost gone,
Hear my cry, hear my call,
Hold my hand lest I fall.
Take my hand precious Lord,
Lead me home.

When the darkness appears,
And the night draws near,
And the day is past and gone.
At the river I stand,
Guide my feet hold my hand,
Take my hand precious Lord,
Lead me home.

The clock stroke 5pm
and we were finally able
to be alone together.
not doing homework
not rushing somewhere
not moving things around
finally

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale

Not sure you know how glad i am
to be able to hug you tight
the relief you bring me
washes me over
my knees crumble
when i'm in your arms

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

I know today hasn't been easy
but it's the worst day either
the in between is driving me crazy
and it doesn't help that you
yourself are up the wall.

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Yet, I think it was all worth it
that no matter how much i endure
you are there to be my prize
to be the award at the end of the day
thank you thank you thank you

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

With you I feel loved
that i'm in the right place
and i've been making all the right choices
cos it's all these choices that led me right to you
every part of me leans i to you

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

It hurts that you're so tired
cos I feel like i shouldn't lean on you
but your wide embrace
just makes me wanna kiss your smile
i grin in the dark and i seem to imagine your face
i can you know
that's how well i've memorized it.

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Everything didn't turn out the way i expected it to be
It turned out worse
ans I was stressing oh so bad
but with you around
you made it so much better
now i think my day was quite good after all

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

I treasure every second spent with you
because those seconds are so hard to find
and I thank you for being so patient with me
But it's not going to get easier
and your love has made me greedier than before
so i'll warn you know
to please endure with me till july
then i swear i'll be more stable
please don't give up on me

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today i feel like cinderella

Loss

Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go

I'm pretty sure I'm at a loss for words.

Something that seems rather surreal to me at this point in time.

Then again, pretty words mean little as compared to actions.

Which equates to me being the equivalent of inaction in a tangible essence.

Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough

And besides, everything I've said, and could've said, has been said, and everything that has been said has been said at least a few hundred times.

It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

I'm afraid that what's been said will have lost some meaning, being diluted by repetition, and hence causes myself to seem slightly more insincere each time.

Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why

I'm just as paranoid, in a sense, although in a different way.

I'm afraid I'll start to take for granted, this feeling.

I'm afraid I'll let it all get to my head.

[Chorus]
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do

I'm afraid I'll let you down.

I'm afraid I'll never understand completely.

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way

But then for now,

I am unafraid.

I.

Love us. Love you.

Forever.

Promise.

Me too.
Although this is a very big promise to make
but if you are willing
i will follow.
I will support you till the end of time.
As long as you love
i'll give you my heart.
Me too.
I Love us. I Love you.
- with a capital L

Today I feel like I've reaffirmed my faith again
That all I need to do is pray
and claim upon my promises
Today hasn't been the best of the best
but prayer has made it better
It's a miracle really
That i can still be well when everyone else is falling ill

You laid aside Your majesty, gave up everything for me.
Suffered at the hands of those You had created.
You took away my guilt and shame,
When You died and rose again.
Now today You reign,
And heaven and earth exalt You.

Sometimes i really feel like giving up
but when i do all i have to think of is You.
of how you gave your life to set us free
and all I need to do is believe
so nothing can stumble me on my way
because nothing I face is equal to what You did.
Your pain will always be so much
much more greater than mine

I really want to worship You my Lord,
You have won my heart and I am Yours.
Forever and ever, I will love You.
You are the only one who died for me,
Gave Your life to set me free.
So I lift my voice to You in adoration.

So I've made a list of things to thank God for
every morning so that I will remember
all the blessings You've given me.

1. Thank God for each new day
2. Thank God for all my family
3. thank God for all my friends
4. Thank God for simple pleasure in life
5. Thank God for smiles and joys
6. Thank God for hand phones and smses
7. Thank God for people who care
8. Thank God for being me.

Cast all your cares on Him because He cares for you- 1Peter 5:7

Dear God,
I pray that life will always carry on this way
for me to be able to be happy each day
for You to walk with me every step of the way
to hold my hand and let me know what's right

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

All the hurts and pains
all the falling down
can't keep me down forever
cos i know there's You
God you pick me up trough it all
and I just wanna say thank you

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just...

I know that sometimes
I don't pray enough
or that I don't read Your word enough
and i'm sorry
But every time I forget
send an angel down to whisper in my ear

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just...

Lord, bring me back when i stray
Help me overcome every temptation
Help me tell from black and white
Help me continue to fly
even though my arm are aching
Help me spread your love along the way

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

Lord, the journey down the road
is going to be rocky and tough
I know i'll stumble for sure
so help me be strong in my faith
and as I quit serving You
help keep the children safe
as You have kept this child safe

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile...

God, cover me with your protection
help me study with Your perfection
and help me not loose sight
of the bigger plan You have for me
Never let me forget that You
are my Savior and Shelter

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you'll just Smile

One last thing I have to thank You for
Lord thank you for KY.

This is dedicated to you
my one and only
I want to keep us forever a secret
so that it is something
only between you and me
You always say that you're hopeless
and i know i always say you CMI
but in actual fact...

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You always ask me why i smile
Truly, there's no real reason
I just like the feeling of being near you
I try to resist, to be independent
to not be so sticky to you
i mean i've never needed anyone forever
but i can't help call you every night

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

I never realize how much i miss you
till i talk to you or see you again
oh and how it takes my breath away
I like to take the initiation
not because you don't
but cos i don't have pretty words for you
that's how i try to show you how much i love you

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

Your hug means so much to me
more than jewels ever would
your hand over my shoulder
is like a blanket that keeps
the rain of the world away
your smile is like the rainbow
it makes me wanna kiss you silly

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

I like how you always give in to me
how you let me bully you
then tell you how much i love you
I like how you help me hold my things
without so much as a complain
I like how you go to chinatown with me
and do lame stuff like watch the birds
I like how you always put me first
being so selfless and concerned

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

I'm not sure if you know
But you are my first love
I've had boyfriends
but i can't say i loved them
you, you are the only one
that makes my heart beat this way
that make me think of the future
of forever...

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

you make all the love songs make sense
you make all the romance novels seem real
you make me wanna dance in the rain
you make me shy for being me
yet want to show you all of my heart
I want to be your anything too.
My everything...

I'll sing it
One last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing
That's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you
Can't raise your voice to say

To think
I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say
Our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is
To find an easier way
To get out
Of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if
It's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry
sorry for feeling this way
for saying things i don't mean
for not always being there
for making you wait for forever
sorry for hurting your heart
sorry for taking it out on you
sorry for not being able to cheer you up
sorry for loving you less
sorry sorry sorry
sorry for not being good enough

I can't take it anymore
it's like walking around in circles that never end
It's like being stupid over and over again
It's like putting my face in your palms
waiting to get slapped

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

I used to believe in all the lies
telling myself it'll be ok
telling myself
it's just a phase
but it's not
i realize that now
I'm going crazy just seeing you everyday

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Ppl who know me know i hardly ever cry
who hardly ever see me cry
I think it was only once
I hate to give you the pleasure of seeing me sad
but i can't hold the fort no more
i'm breaking down
and one day...
i swear, i'm gonna scream in your face

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

I don't understand it
don't understand you
how did i even choose this path in the first place
how did i believe in all your masquerade
i see it all now
all so clear to me
just can't wait to get this over and done with

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Everyday it's the same
all a pretense
all a facade
I don't expect more from you
it's too much to ask
for you to at least once
be real in front of me

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...

Well too bad...
for me...
i'm just gonna have to suck it up
and go crazy everyday
but one day...
just one day...
i wanna see how you feel when i treat you the same
don't think you realize how much people
hate your face

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes (x2)

can't wait for the year to end
then i wouldn't have to ver face you agin
running to africa
or anywhere else
is haven...

This goes hand in hand with my previous post
I might be scared but i'm not unsure
I do know what I feel
I know you feel it too.
So i just wanna say that
I'm not sorry about us
I don't regret.

Friday night beneath the stars,
in a field behind your yard,
you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky.
And sometimes we don't say a thing;
just listen to the crickets sing.
Everything I need is right here by my side.
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you.

I hope you know that you really do make me smile
I don't think I need to say much
It's just that you bring me so much joy
I can't help but want to keep you forever
I know it's wrong
but if you ever try to leave
i'll tie you up, i swear.

[Chorus:]
I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to
let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me when I'm with you.

I've never said it but I will follow you
wherever you go...
No matter what you do
I want to be there for you
I will work hard to be the girl
that you can count on
that you can be proud of.
I want you to be able to say
that we are equals in this relationship
that all we had, have and ever will will be the same
or maybe even more...

Just a small town boy and girl
livin' in a crazy world.
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true.
And I don't try to hide my tears.
The secrets or my deepest fears.
Through it all nobody gets me like you do.
And you know everything about me.
You say that you can't live without me.

Whenever you look back
I want you to know that I'll be there
I want to be everything you need
I want to make you smile each day
Whenever you need someone
I want you to know that i'm a phone call away
I want you know that i won't change
I want to take away all your troubles
and frustrations...

[Chorus]

When I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself.
Only you can tell.

I'd like you to know that i think you are da best!
That you are the first who makes me want
to be with you every sec of my free time
I like how you look when you play the guitar
when you sing the our song
I like how you feel when you sit beside me
quietly looking at me
I like how you don't mind spending time
with all my friends

[Chorus:]
That I'm only up when you're not down.
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.
It's like no matter what I do.
Well you drive me crazy half the time;
the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true.
And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you

I like you...and even more

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you say
Do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

(Chorus)
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you'd sing to me
In the middle of the night when you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you mean
Do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

(Chorus)
Cause I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking we're together
I wanted our love to last forever

(Chorus)
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

Than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
Baby, don't you break my heart slow

For some weird reason i'm feelin really emo tonight
I know i should have stopped thinking so much
but i just can't help it
I'm so scared. When night comes i hug myself tight
and try to remember the happy moments
but it's there bugging me...

I've been asking myself this question over and over again
Is love the game that no matter how I try I'll never win?
It's like tryna write a love story but runnin out of ink in the pen
Suspense
Like a fairy tale beginning but you never find out how it ends

That's the worst part
that i'll never know for sure
not till we've spent 7 years together
It just reminds me to treasure him more
All the stories that i'm hearing
All the break-ups that i'm seeing
All the girls that are better than me...

So I often wonder if I'll ever
(ooh, if I'll ever find true love)
Like the sun has summer, rain has thunder
(What am I afraid of?)

I know, i really do
that this is so unlike me
that this is not what i'm supposed to be doing
not at this time, not this way
Somebody please tell me what should i do
I just can't forget.

If I'm afraid to love
If I'm afraid of love
I wanna know
Cause if I'm afraid to love
(afraid of love)
Then how will ever find the one?
How will I ever find the one?
The one (x2)
How will I ever find the one?
(the one)

It's useless to tell you to promise me
even though i've done it
I don't really believe in promises that go on forever
All the stories of how people change
of having seen change myself
How many success stories are there...

Tell me why is it the closer I get, I run away?
It's like standing in the mirror
When my reflection looks the other way
Outside I'm smiling
But the truth is that I'm crying inside
(I'm tryin)
It's like tryin to write a perfect song
But I can't come up with the last line
(So I)

i've never doubted your love
Or doubted my feelings for you
It's just that i know
no matter how many times
i'm gonna say don't break my heart
It doesn't work that way
when it comes, it comes...

So I often wonder if I'll ever
(ohh if I'll ever find true love)
Like the sun has summer, rain has thunder
What if I'm afraid to love?

I guess...
you'll never really know till it comes
and till then i shouldn't be so worried
Since i've already said yes
My heart thuds with dread when my mind drifts
every time i hear annoyance in your voice
even if i'm not the cause, i'm scared

If I'm afraid to love
(If I'm afraid to love)
If I'm afraid of love
(If I'm afraid of love)

That's the real reason why I like to hold your hand
why I like to have you close
why I put my head on your shoulder
It make me feel that you're there
that you're here
and that you won't run away
It's so not me to be so sticky
but this feeling inside...

Cause if I'm afraid of love
Then how will I ever find the one (How will I find? How will I find?)
The one (x3)
How will I ever find the one?
Tell me, how will I ever find the one?
How will I ever find the one?
How will I ever find the one?...

i'm sorry...so sorry...

Couldn't decide which song to use
so i decided to use one last night/ this morn
and one in the afternoon
after i wake up
reaching home at that ungodly hour...
so here goes...

Some say it's going too fast
I'm not sure if it's true
all I know is that i wanna spend
every minute of my life with you
This is so not me
i'm not the kinda girl that can stand
living 50 years with the same guy
but for some reason
i just can't get bored of you

I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

you make me smile
whenever you are near
you surprise me
whenever i least expect it
You make my friends so jealous
with your love to me
I think...
i could actually live like this
till forever...

*I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

sometimes i feel bad
that you're not my first
and that you don't mind
cos me being your first
makes me scared that i'll not be your last
but with the way you're
going on...

#I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

I just wanna say that...
i believe you.
I believe it when you say
those 3 words
I believe it when you say forever
I believe it when you hug me close

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'll never forget those times
it seems like there's no need for words
just with us side by side is more than enough
holding hands.
I think that i'm starting to understand
what you mean when you say
all we need is each other
*
#

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

#
Sometimes i think
we spend too much time with each other
Other times I think time is never enough
It makes me so happy i smile to myself
at night in bed
I smile when i'm alone
and everyone thinks that i'm crazy

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you
Oh I'm fallin' for you

I know you know
but i'm gonna say it again
you make me a happy girl...

This week was just crazy and blissful
all mixed together, all jumbled
you've got me so silly and crazily happy
For some weird reason
I can't stop smiling when i see your face

Thing about love is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true?
I wanna hear it one more time

Nobody has ever thought you capable
of all the words and things you do for me
and you don't know how much more i fall for you
It seems like a dream which i'll never wake up from

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder

It makes me so scared, so blissfully scared
I can't imagine life without you anymore
I used to think that i love you more
than you loved me
how wrong i was...
you were just more reserved

Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm
the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen
when you tell me you're in love
Say it again

I do realize that it doesn't matter if
i'm the one you acted first or said it first
cos you love me all the same.
Your love seems like a blessing
that i never knew i would have
and you're like an angel in disguise
watching over me, loving me with all your heart

The thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that
I really wanna let you open the door and walk into my life

I really feel like i'm the luckiest girl in town
walking down the street hand in hand
I know that no matter what i can rely on you
the security you offer is priceless
you really make me feel so loved

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder

I know that you're changing for me
and you give in to me all the time
it makes me just want to hide in your shadows
You mean so much to me
more than you'll ever know

Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that
i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen
when you tell me you're in love

I know i don't say it out
and i'm always saying mean things
i don't mean...
but through my actions
i hope you know
how i feel towards you

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

You make me feel like crying with joy
you make the rain go away
When you smile i just get this bubbly feeling inside
when you are angry i'm so worried
it's not funny...
The little things you do
make me feel like it's all worth it

Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm
the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me I
t's like the whole world starts to listen
when you tell me you're in love

All the things you say
that i say is mushy...
yes i love it inside
but if one day you were to stop
i think i'll understand why
so yea...i hope you know
how i feel inside

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again (x3)
When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

time stops when we're together
and everyday is a brand new experience
The love we have is like bread,
fresh everyday...

I shall mix the language here
so that it's easier for some ppl to infer

I just wanna say i'm sorry
for all the tantrums i've thrown
for all the uncomfortable silences that i've made
For all the times i make you work your brain
for not telling you why i'm upset
for having sudden fits of moodiness
It's just my way of wanting to know you care
终于做了这个决定 
别人怎么说我不理 
只要你也一样的肯定 
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易 
我的心一直温习说服自己 
最怕你忽然说要放弃

I know you won't be angry
I know you don't mind
but that only makes me more guilty
You letting me have my way
Indulging me, telling me it's part
of the package
It scares me cos i've never felt this way
I can't help but like you more each day
爱真的需要勇气 
来面对流言蜚语 
只要你一个眼神肯定 
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)

I'm scared. really really scared.
Thought you should know.
I don't want it to be like my previous
relationship. or like any i've seen around me.
I don't want it to start
cos I never want to see an end
you said you need courage
but so do I
我们都需要勇气 
去相信会在一起 
人潮拥挤我能感觉你 
放在我手心你的真心

I know that you won't and can't promise
anything you can't deliver
so you won't promise me forever
I know that i'm just giving you more troubles
but i can't help it.
It hurts so much to think about the possibilities
终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定 
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己 
最怕你忽然说要放弃

I'm so sorry for all the times when
I'm not sure of myself
or when i'm being petty
It's just that you mean a lot to me
It makes me sad to think of you
as someone that might leave my side
爱真的需要勇气 
来面对流言蜚语 
只要你一个眼神肯定 
我爱你的意义(我的爱就有意义)

I've always been the kinda girl
who feels that what's yours is yours
I still feel that way
but i really don't wanna know
that you're not mine
I pray each day for God to give me a sign
if you're not meant to be
then please hurry and leave
我们都需要勇气 
去相信会在一起 
人潮拥挤我能感觉你 
放在我手心你的真心

Sometimes you make me sad
with all the things that i do
that affects you
i hope you know
how much you affect me too...
如果我的坚强任性 
会不小心伤害了你 
你能不能温柔提醒 
我虽然心太急更害怕错过你 
but i really really like you

It seems like really long ago

That we could talk about

everything under the sun

Now I can't even look at you

without wanting to cry

Did you forget

That I was even alive

Did you forget

Everything we ever had

Did you forget

Did you forget

About me

I want to turn back time

I want everything to return

to back where it used to be

But I know no matter how hard I try

I can't, we can't

return back

Did you regret

Ever standing by my side

Did you forget

What we were feeling inside

Now I'm left to forget

About us

I don't know about you

But it hurts it really does

The things that go on in my life

still revolves around you

But you don't even call anymore

*But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

You can't forget it

So now I guess

This is where we have to stand

I've always thought that

it'd be fine if we parted

That we weren't that close yet

But it does hurt when you say sorry

i'm not free

Did you regret

Ever holding my hand

Never again

Please don't forget

Don't forget

The number of "if only"s

Are too many to count

If you never say I'll never know

And if I never asked

we'll still be pretending all's okay.

We had it all

We were just about to fall

Even more in love

Than we were before

I won't forget

I won't forget

About us

*

I'll always have a part of you in here

in my heart

All the memories and fun

the tears and joy

And at last

All the pictures have been burned

And all the past

Is just a lesson that we've learned

I won't forget

Please don't forget us

i've always supported you

always knew you better than anyone

I've always stood up for you

but you break my heart

But somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song

But you won't sing along

You've forgotten

About us

It's not about you

It's him...