This was how the story was told - Wednesday, July 30, 2008


My fat brother stuffing himself
on my dad's birthday.
haha.
silly.
Anyway, i had my math test today.
everything looking ok so far.
sigh...
busy busy busy as a bee.
I started my Mafia story.
I think i will do a picture for it.
so people like me....
can fantasise.
haha.
Love Mafia.

This was how the story was told - Friday, July 25, 2008

Oh...
i had a busy week all right.
it was hetic and silly
and so... embarassing.
i am officially devestasted.
not to mention cold.


the weather is super weird.

my skin is like getting dry...

in singapore...

and they say...

blah.

don't feel like writing today...

am starting love mafia.

i love mafia.

This was how the story was told - Sunday, July 13, 2008

haha.
I went to do my spectacles yesterday.
YAY!!!
and tes sadly...
i'm needing specs. i kinda have lazy eye.
so although opne side is PERFECT!!!
my other is like 75?
so the optician said if i don't wear...
i'm gonna be lopsided.
bleh
(-.*)

haha.
i was thinking eye patch.
so...i went and got a pair of
trasparentplasticframetingedwithpink.
i know..
that is so unlike me.
i wanted another purple one...
but it's like $218!!!
sigh...

so...
me and my bro...
we got one each.
for. guess how much?
$117!!!
cool right?

I used two $100 vouchers and
the guy gave us a discount
cos we were patient.
haha.
Patience is a virture.
right in your face.

This was how the story was told - Friday, July 11, 2008

Today i watched the video of my POP.
It was sad...
especially after what happened yesterday.
but i didn't cry.
there was no atmosphere.
I can't really say why...

I was screaming when seeing my squadmates.
I was so happy.
I was so sad.
but no tears came...
why? i don't know

i guess i wasn't so sad after all.
I love you yellow squaddies!!!

This was how the story was told - Thursday, July 10, 2008

This is one of my favourite songs out of all that i composed.

豆腐帮- rachel

你微笑让我勇敢 我鼓励让你向上
一起克服了困难 高声喧嚷
牵着手望着夕阳 光着脚在手在跑道上
好天坏天都一样 欢笑充满

* 朋友 你能听到吗
铃声的响亮
彼此缘分交叉
朋友 你不用孤伤
有我的陪伴 友情万岁呀

我们度过的时光 一起欣赏的夜晚
总是挂在我心上 永远难忘
我们哭闹的现场 以不像往常一样
友情却还未散 永久坚强

(*)

要是 没有你陪伴 日子过的慢
就会少了光芒
要是 生命少了谁 度过的难关
便少了美满

(*)
to all my dear tofus out there.
love you lots.
一個像夏天一個像秋天- 范瑋琪

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天

*你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我揹你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节

# 如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句

@如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心
我离不开Darling 更离不开你

*#@

你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密

#@
Friends...
sweet sweet people
who surrounds you with love...
they keep you going,
keep you loving,
keep you alive.

I love my friends.
so much, that i can't express my love.
My throat chokes up with emotions...
I can't imagine one day without them.
Any one of them.

It doesn't matter
if some of them are estranged,
or we don't even say hi,
or we hardly see each other
much less talk to each other...
the fact that they have helped me
through one part of my life or another
already overwhlems me.

Friends...
people who love you, people who care..
enough to scold you, to bring food for you,
to have fun with you, to hug you when you're blue.
They are people to tell you when you'e wrong
and not let you wallow in your self pity.

Today...
something shocking happened.
My brother's friend...
passed away...
When i heard it,
i thought to myself...
but he's only pri 6.

It's so sad i'm almost crying as i write this.
(don't call me emo)
Our friends,
people who are so close...
they can just leave like that...

To add on...
our squd is offically passing out tmr.
actually we passed out las sat.
but we haven't seen our video
so we have to go back this fri.
This fri will be our junior's first CCA.
I don't even want to think about it.

Yes, i'm in denial...
To all my friends out there...
I love you guys.
Lots!

This was how the story was told - Wednesday, July 09, 2008

I...failed...my...maths...
Again.
Sigh...I ask God why...
It's probably cos i didn't study
bleh.
When i got the paper...
i was so in shocked at my results...
I laughed.
I laughed and laughed and laughed...
and couldn't stop.

Going through my paper...
i realised i was so dumb...
some of the mistakes i made...
i could have blown my head off.
cube root x
i saw as root x to the power of 3.
how stupid right...

whta was i thinking...
i don't know...
i really don't...

遇见- Sun Yan Zi
(Kuso 版)

听见 老师在进开 
我在某年某月 醒过来
我想 我等 我期待 
考试却不因此安排

*阴天 下午 课室外 
未来有一个人在等待
向左 向右 向前看 

满分要几个弯才来

**旁边的人 怎么都能拿满分
我等的 它在多远的未来
听见风来自地铁和人海
我排着队 拿着考卷在等待
(*)(**)

我往前飞 飞过一片数学
我们也常在数学里受伤害
我看着路 梦的入口有点窄
得满分是最美丽的意外
终有一天 数学题目会揭开

inspired by a fail maths test...
sob.

This was how the story was told - Sunday, July 06, 2008

hai...xian ah...
I had POP yeaterday.
and i cried. ahaha.
a bit only lar...
cos stupid Xinru was like saying
don't cry why u so like that.

What like that!
i'm just sincere in my friendships lor...
sob sob.
Wahhh!!!
i really don't want to go...
(like real)

Ok lar...
it's kinda like a bittersweet feeling...
Like dark chocolates.
Today pastor preached about relationships.
I think i'm like dark chocolate.
70% somemore.

Not just because i'm dark ok...
but also ecause my character is very optinated.
Some people like it...(like my close friends)
Some people don't...(like my not so close friends)
ya...

and i don't care to change myself
for people who don't like me anyway...
humph!
But of course i'll ask why lar...
and if there's really a good reason
like cos i have a bad habit...
then of course i'll change.
(Won't hurt to improve)

anyway i read two chick lits today
so my brain is rested (and wasted)
bleh.

note to self: study harder and stop reading brainless but beautiful books.
harhar.

This was how the story was told - Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Today was a bit blue
my best friend lost my chem notebook
nothing big but still...
i think my SPA worksheets and notes are in it.
bleh :P how am i gonna get it back.
It's not her fault really.
I think it's punishment for helping her lie.

Well...
what can i say...
i am guilty of charges.
My cousin is really fake.
but what can i do?
the only good thing is my future baby cousin.
YaY!

i would think that people are diff
but why is it that some want to
be the same?
to be popular, pretty, rich etc. etc.
and the list goes on...

One would think that would seem boring
especially if everyone is like that...
WRONG!
haha.
I think i am pretty, clever, special
no matter what anyone thinks!

I believe that i can act cute, act preety
act cool or whatever.
It's a free country no...?
it would be common sense to follow the crowd
but it would take brains to be unique.

Yes, i do agree with someone special.
Who can be against me when God is with me!
except myself of course.
Note to self: be strong in faith!

Prayer of the day:
Dear lord,
bless my friends so that they might grow
bless me to be strong in my faith
and to glorify your name.
In Jesus name i pray
Amen.