This was how the story was told - Friday, October 29, 2010





I wish i knew why

why i'm so mean

why i can't be normal

why i can't be unbitchy to my friends

why i can't be a good and perfect gf

I can only pray you'll accept me as i am

cos i know that without you

i dunno what i'm gonna do

even though i also say heck it


Why do birds suddenly appear

Every time you are near?

Just like me,

they long to be Close to you.


Why do stars fall down from the sky

Every time you walk by?

Just like me,

they long to be Close to you.


On the day that you were born

The angels got together

And decided to create a dream come true

So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold

And starlight in your eyes of blue.


That is why all the girls in town

Follow you all around.

Just like me,

they long to be Close to you.


On the day that you were born

The angels got together

And decided to create a dream come true

So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold

And starlight in your eyes of blue.


That is why all the girls in town

Follow you all around.

Just like me,

they long to be Close to you.

Just like me (Just like me)

They long to be Close to you.


JUST WISH I BLOODY KNEW WHY

This was how the story was told - Monday, October 11, 2010







I'm currently sick
of life
of work
and of all these boring subjects i'm studying
I feel like running away and going to become a
fisherwoman!
But who am I kidding
I love shopping to much.


If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand



But then again
Sometimes I feel life is like
an absurdist DRAMA
GIBBERISH, NON-SEQUITUR LANGUAGE
BEING USED ALL DAY
Just take the recent ACJC scandal persay
the girls were kissing...
is that considered sex...?
I dunno...
An the girl who took it stood on the sink to do so
is that sick or sick?

When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand



Yet, no one is bothered by those facts
and I will not let these rumors bother me.
No. I'll study well and show
Singapore that who needs you.
Sigh..the uncertainty of life.

Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shone
In my life Your will be done

For now, having what i have
is enought to be thankful for.
To keep me strong and ongoing.
I'm glad i have you my lovessss
Too keep me smiling each and everyday.


Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand

So i'll press on
and carry oin asnd trudge through
this pathetic life of mine
and pray that God will hurry find a way
or a purpose for me to go on.


And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes
to the work of Your hand

And till then,
i'll delight in simple joy
allowing love to overcome all my adversities
allowing God to work in my life
and hopefully
what is God's will
will be aligned with mine.


Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of your call
Hope will rise glory shone
In my life Your will be done

Amen.