Anyway.
I went out with PALAS today!
We went to ben and jerry's.
yay! super duper fun.
we ate ice cream and
commenced project anti-xxx.
haha.

it was soooo...drama.
I love palas. I love AC.
i really do.
It's not like a propaganda thing.
If i was given a second chance.
i would have still chosen AC.

My friends, my love, my joy is all there.
I love to go to school!
haha.
Ben and jerry's banana split is nice.
Phish food!

I can't stand it anymore!
My home is like a prison.
Everytime i want to go out
the answer is N-O.
WHY?!!

The question is asked and
the reason is because I said so.
haha. how funny.
I should stay at home.
To help with the housework.
( which i can do it on sat.)
To do homework.
(which i have tonight and sat and sun to do.)
To help my brother
(which he doesn't give a damn about.)

So tell me. what should i stay at home for?
because he said so. because he said no.
RUBBISH!
i'm 17. and still i'm not old enough to go out.
My brother can have a com
but i have to share with my dad.

and thus my constant whining for a com
is me being stubborn and obstinate.
oh wow. how bad of me.
i'm freaking tired of doing all of these.
quarreling all the time on
whether i should go out or not.

Just S_T_O_P.
i'll just lock myself at home and
become one of those girls who is
on the com the whole day and
don't go anywhere.
can I.
NO!
I just wanna be ME!