Finally...
Mid-years are over
I can't believe how far i've come
there are that many times
when i really want to give up
to throw in the towel
then I pray and all i hear is

I know the odds are stacked against you
And it seems there's no way out
I know the issue seems unchangeable
And that there's no reason to shout
But the impossible is God's chance
To work a miracle, a miracle
So just know

Each prayer give me hope
so i continue
and run and run and run
till i'm breathless and weak
Then i feel two arms hold me tight
they carry me on
and i know these are the arms of God.
And i know

Chorus
It ain't over until God says it's over
It ain't over until God says it's done
It ain't over until God says it's over
Keep fighting until your victory is won

So in a blink of an eye
June is coming soon
there's still a long way to go
i know
but i take comfort that
i've come such a long way

He never said it would be easy
But you're a winner in the end
Jesus defeated all your enemies
Way before the fight began
But the impossible is God's chance
To work a miracle, a miracle
So just know

*Chorus

So for now
I'll keep fighting, keep going on
till the day when God says
that you're done with this section of the plan
i know each and every thing
happens for a reason
and all i have to do is trust in Him

When people say you can't, remember
(He can, He can)
When you don't know what to do,
Please remember
(He has the master plan)
He will free you from your sin
And give you peace within
So hold your head up high
You're gonna win
(You're gonna win)

*Chorus

This coming fight ain't gonna be easy
and i know i'll break down
i know i'll cry
But i also know that i'll fight
I'll keep at it
until the road is clear again

Keep fighting, keep praying,
keep fasting It ain't over, no
Keep pressing, progressing,
keep moving It ain't over, no
Keep reading, interceding,
keep believing It ain't over, no
Keep trusting, keep trying,
keep travailing It ain't over, no
Keep living, keep giving,
keep going It ain't over, no (8x)
Keep fighting until your victory is won

So JY! JY!
to all my fellow DEP mates
and to the one who i love so much
it won't be easy
but we'll be there for each other and
with God,
miracles happen.

I was really angry
really mad, fuming
then i hung up on you
and the pain set in.
It hurt like never before.
Pain mixed with regret
mixed with the ache of my heart.
This stupid freaking heart
who loves you so much.

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that

Then we made up
and i hugged you so tight
so close.
To make all the pain go away
but it doesn't
and it still lingers
help me...
It hurts so much
and i can't let go.

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And thought you break my heart
You're the only one

If not for anything
it's just cos it's you
it's you who was the one that
made the hurt
so only you can make me go away
nows not a good time
i said
cos even if we made up
I've no time to see you
for you to be my band aid.

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I know that i should forget
and it's not out of spite
but that's easy for you to say
you know that i've always been paranoid
so now this fear won't go away
that you might one day say
forget it
i'm done with this relationship.
i'm scared, so scared.

*I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl no no
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

I know you love me
really i do
but when you say stuff like this
it really pains my heart
the paranoid me
just can't help but worry
You have so much in front of you
a whole future
me, all i have
is you.

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

So you don't need to be sorry
like i've explained
it's me not you
that's making this hurt stay
it's just
be there for me when i ask
if you'll break up with me one day
and tolerate with me as much
as till the end of time
that's all i ask.

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

You're not wrong really
just saying the right thing
at the wrong time
it was when i was stressed
and studying
and you saying
to not want to spend so much time with me
made me feel that i've made
you fed up with all my requests
and now you don't want me anymore.
so it's not you, it's me.

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Don't be sorry
cos i'm not sorry that it happened
It taught me a little bit more
about you, about me
It made us closer, in a way
and it not the time we spend
which makes us closer
It the quality of it.

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

*

A person's heart is like glass
you can break it once or twice
or a few times
and it can still mend
but hurt it too many time
and the pieces won't come back
together again.
So don't break my heart again okay?
I love you no matter...

The pieces of my heart are mended
but i hope that you'll know
no matter what happens
i'll always need you and be there for you.

I miss you...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I'm sorry
I can't always be there for you
not like the way you're there for me
but i really really do want to.
so hang on a bit more
we'll cross one more hurdle
in this journey together.
as you put it...
Jy! JY!

Well I'll always be there for you
When you need someone well I'll be that one
Well I'll do all my best to protect you
When the tears get me all right
Well I'll be the one that's by your side


Chorus:
Well I'll be there
when you call me in the middle of the night
I will keep the rain from falling down into your eyes
(I promise) I promise
(I promise)
I promise I will


When you're sick I'll take care of you
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Well I'll be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world has turned so cold
Well I'll be the one that's there to hold


Chorus:
Well I'll be there
when you call me in the middle of the night
I will keep the rain from falling down into your eyes
(I promise) I promise
(I promise)
I promise I will

Well I'll be there
when you call me in the middle of the night
I will keep the rain from falling down into your eyes
(I promise) I promise
(I promise)
I promise I will


And I'll love you more everyday
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you
There for you


Chorus:
Well I'll be there
when you call me in the middle of the night
I will keep the rain from falling down into your eyes
(I promise) I promise
(I promise)
I promise I will


I promise
I promise
When you call me
I promise
I promise I will

Letter to my love

Dear My Love,

Happy one month! I just wanna say thank you.
Thank you for your patience and love
and for everything you have been so willing
to sacrifice or to give to me.
each time i look into your eyes
I know you love me.

I'm sorry I always joke about stuff
that irritates you.
Hoping that you won't be angry
doesn't cut it
and it's mean of me i know
But i really can't help but want to
affirm your love for me
even though there's no need to.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I have so many insecurities
and that i'm so paranoid
just want you to know
that if you ever ever reach breaking point
just tell me
and i'll change i promise.
for you. i'm willing

I' so afraid of making you upset
I just hope that you are happy with me.
You take away all my fear and stress
being with you makes me feel
secure and loved. oh so loved.
That's why,
the only one i need is you

That's why,
I thank God I found you...

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

(Chorus - all)

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

(Joe)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
`cause without you beside me I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

(Chorus - all)

Thank God I found you (I'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

-Bridge- (Mariah & Joe)

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

(Chorus - all)

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful
I found you

(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful
I found you

(Mariah)

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

Today was one of those days that makes me breathless
You just sitting there, quietly, looking at me
It's like I can take my time
and you won't mind.
It make me feel so so so loved.

What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me, would you agree?
Its almost that feeling
that we've met before
so tell me that you dont think Im crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now.

Today's bus ride seems more special than ever
It's probably the only time that I'm not falling asleep
I really feel bad for sleeping on your shoulder all the time
Cause I really do want to talk to you
to cherish every sec together.

A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Leaning on you...
though it makes your leg numb
makes me very very happy
i feel so secure, where I am
although I always say that you're short
but i don't really mean it
cos it doesn't matter how tall you are
it's the sense of security that only you can give
that makes me feel so warm

Everything changes, but beauty remains.
Something so tender I cant explain.
Well I may be dreaming but till I awake.
Can we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share

Having your arm around me
lets me feel like you can catch me
no matter how hard I fall
The tickle of your hair on my cheek
lets me know that you find comfort in me too
that i'm not the only one needing you.
That i'm not sucking you dry
that we can last forever...

A moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Each kiss you stole today makes me feel
like time can change anything
but our love will still hold strong
as long as i keep praying
we'll hold fast forever
and my heart won't break

Could this be the greatest love of all.
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall.
So let me tell you this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Not sure if you know
how much your sms meant to me
to affirm your love to me
Cos even though I ask you to say it often
the sms really gave me confirmation
I know you love me always
but like you said i'm paranoid
and yea wat you say is true
it means more when you say it
not cos I ask you to. but sometimes...
I just....you know...

Some people search a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

The sun will still shine when tomorrow comes
The stars will still shine when tonight comes
Our love will still hold when forever comes.
This i know.

No song can describe the way I feel
The way you make me feel
This is our song
It belongs to us and only us.
If you're an awkward little boy
then, i'm a shy girl
who can't help but blush
and bite my lip
with you
I don't always know if
what i'm doing is right
but you give me courage to do it anyway.
with you
I feel safe
and secure
and loved
I like being
with you.

No matter what...
no matter what...
i just wanna say that we are fine
the way we are...
YOU are fine the way you are.

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

You make me feel special
there's no need to feel embarrassed
cos you make me shy
I think it's natural
for BOTH of us to feel this way

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

Not sure if you know
don't think you truly understand
what I really mean when I say
my breath catches.
It's not cos i'm not breathing properly
it cos you make me feel...
feel something...

You healed these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went weak and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

This is so hard to say...
Even though I may act differently
I'm still a girl at heart
so I'm kinda shy in telling you
this kind of stuff.

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

But at the least
i'm not afraid to say
That i'll accept you for who you are
no matter what you do or say.
I'll hug you real tight till all the
troubles go away...

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours

hear that?
I'm yours....

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.