I totally have post X'mas deprssion...
specially since school is starting soon...
and you would think that there would
be no HW during the end-of-years...

but HEY! guess what....
we have like tons of work...
so while everyone is like trying to
live the last of their holidays
to the fullest.....

WE...the st.nicks girls....
are like rushing out the HW...
for 3rd Of January....
well...some of us anyway....
hahaha.....

Spastic....i know...
anyways...
i got a whole lot if things for x'mas
not that i don't like it but....
hey....what am i gonna do with
a whole lot of handphone chains...

i've got like at least 4....
hello???
i don't have that many handphones...
i personally believe that a handphone
only needs one chain....

i don't think that anyone would give shoes
right?? i don't understand.....
why not??? a girl can never have too many
SHOES!!! haha...
not that i'm crazy about shoes...

Just that i think it's more practical...
don't you think so???
just like bags...
but i've got enough bags...
i always get bags....

Why??? do i look that poor to people???
do i look like i can't afford a bag???
haha...
i just can't afford shoes...
coz why??? idon't know...

I just realize....
I NEED EXERCISE!!!!
not that i'm getting any fatter....
i'm just getting lazy...
like a couch patato...
haha....

Work hard people....
New year is coming and that means....
ANG PAOS!!!!
which also means...
money!!!

haha...
i love money....
ahem but i'm not a girl
that will do anything for money...
Money can't buy everything...
i agree...

but...
without money...
you can't buy anything...
haha...
agree???

I'd like to give this to all...
Chirstian and non alike...
I really love this song...
i's really meaningful...
and sad...

but it's really nice...
In the spirit of giving
i present to you....

We Were The Reason
As little children
We would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys
We knew we'd find
But we never realized
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

Chrous:
We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves
And what that means
On a dark and cloudy day
A man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

I've finally found the reason for living
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do every word that I say
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

He is my reason to live

By: Avalon/david meece

Pss...I sang song last x'mas
you can listen to it on youtube...

i love it..really..i do...
haha...
Oh and if i owe you a hug...
here you go...
*HUGS*

Just wanted all my friends
to know that i
LOVE
you all...

thanks for all your support this year
people from school, sjab zone 1!!!
and church...thanks guys...
I love you guys and i'm not afraid to say it out loud...
Merry X'mas...

MERRY CHIRSTMAS

PEOPLE

Yipee!!!

I like went for speedlight service...

And....

I went for CELLGROUP!!!

haha....

me, serene, kristiie, gladys and eenette

like sat together and like were totally

GIRLS....

we played pass the parcel..and we like totally

refused to touch the parcel at all...

haha...

Me and enettee even screamed...

when the parcel came our way...

haha...

great FUN!!!!

After that Pastor Pacer treated us to lunch...

AT MACS!!!

haha...

but i would only eat Filet o fish

at macs so...

that's what i ate..haha...

Then i went to the library...

to find the book called

"Romance of the three kingdoms"

for those who don't know this book...

It is NOT a book about romance...

it's about war and stratergies and stuff...

so boring...

but guess what??

almost all of the aadults/teen ones were borrowed...

so i had to borrow one from the children section...

so while i was looking for that book...

people were like staring at ME!!!

wondering what such an OLD girl

was doing in the children section???

but in the end..i found the book..

like WHEW!!!

haha...

man i love to laugh these few days...

like what Buddy the elf said...

"it's one of the things i like to do"

The show, ELF is hilarious...

a MUST watch...haha...

Hey what do you know...

Today is like chirstmas eve like yay!!!

Presents tmr....haha...

i don't have that many presents this year...

probably coz i have like little friends...

Blah..

what am i talking about...

crap man...

Chirstmas is about giving...

not recieving...haha..

free hugs....anybody???

haha...

HELP!!!
tmr is like my BNCo exam ready...
so many what if's are runnin thru my brain....
what if i fail..
what if i can't rmb what i studied...
what if i studied the WRONG thing!!!!

OMG!!!!can't breathe...
need to calm down....
talk about studying...
i haven't even started on my school hW!!!
Ahh!!!! holiday oso have HW...
what kind of sch am i in...
A very Kia Su one..

But i love my sch....
i really do...
hmm...i used to hate it...
how come...
maybe i've been brained washed...

just like i've never loved Sj to the core...
but i actually went to the BNCo...
hmm...can't say i love Sj...
but i can say that i'm kinda proud to be in SJ....

haha...
you know..
thinking back now...
i can say that i've never enjoyed SJ...
but i enjoyed the company in SJ...
the friends i've made...
the complications i've caused....

I LOVE SJ!!!!
ok not really...
but yes in a way....
haha....

ok i'm damn high today....
i'm probaly got my...
CAMPFIRE BRAIN
today...
as Tess calls it...
hahaha!!!!

Better go study...
on3e more day to exam...
JIA YOU ppl
p(^^)q
haha..........

Whahaha....
I survived BNCO!!!!!
ok..that was yesterday....
but i was so tired that i knocked out
right after my heavy head touched the pillow....
of course before that i had a nice long bath...
and i was NOT!!! wasting water....

But when i woke up in the morning....
my eyes are like still sore....
my voice like broke....
and my skin is so tan......
my muscles are still aching....

now i feel kinda lost....
like i don't really know what to do...
especially after being ordered around
for like 4 whole days....
i just stayed in my bed and stoned....

talk about stoning....
i can finally STONE!!!!!
I can finally sleep longer......
and bath longer....
and WALK from point to point.....

ok...but truthfully.....
after all these days at BNCO....
i think that zone 1 did bond a little....
probaly coz everyone got tortured together....
hahaa....

now that it's gone....
i kinda miss waking up with everyone
rushing for the toilet...
it was like a giant sleepover....
with everyone whispering in the dark....
trying not to let the mam's hear....

Oops....ok the secret is out...
we do whisper in the dark...
if you are a mam....
or instructor.....
reading this....
SORRY MAM/instructor!!
haha....

ok but i really made a lot of frens....
and know which officers are naughty and nice....
which officers are really wierd....
asking you to do some wierd stuff...
or accusing you of something you did not do...
haha....you guys know who i'm talking about...


ok..but i really need to thank alot of people....
many who gave me strength
to be able to survive this camp

Thanks to: Members of Armadillo for not letting the group get extra
CL Fida for always helping us in her own way....Ahem...
all the officers that followed our group during the hike....
The course ic that had to be punished because we couldn't take strength
Walrus for teaching us the dance so patiently
um...ANCO for waiting for us....( we never got to say it)
all my squadmates for being bonded during the camp....
and all who endured my campfire brain (as tess calls it)
lastly to uncle royston who help scored the last goal against Aaron!!!!
( final score 3:0)

Merry Chirstmas guys....
enjoy what's left of your holiday...
but don't forget to stuy for the BNCo exam...
see you guys on sat....

Armadilrus Rocks!!!!

Bei Ji Xing De Yan Lei MV

nice song from smile pasta too...it's more about the relationship of the brothers...they're really the most suitable pair of brothers...
(opinions of rachelz)

Wei Xiao Pasta OST - Zhang Dong Liang - Xiao Wu Gui MV

From smile pasta...really nice show...cute couple...but sadly not suitable in reality..^^
(opinions of rachel)

Good Morning!!!!
Ok sorry...it's not a good morning...
well..for me at least....

i'm supposed to go for a BN group meeting...
but....my dad THINKS that it's impromtu....
so....TOO BAD!!! for me....i guess....

My mom asked me to be more understanding....
HAHH!!! he's just plain picking on me....
if he really believes that this will make me
turn into a sweet little girl....
blinking my innocent eyes....
and smiling cutely....
saying:"yes daddy...." at every thing he says....

i'm SORRY!!!!
i'll never turn into that little girl...
that keeps sticking to her daddy anymore....
Face it...
i've grown up...

what's with parents and not believing
in growing up...
news FLASH!!!
the moment you sent me into The world of siblings....
i grew up much faster than anyone....

When i was younger...
you never had time for me....
Now that i'm older...
do you really think that you can make up for lost time....
NO!!!!

you can't...i'm no longer that gullible child....
sadly for you...i'm trying to fight out of this shell...
called parents...and fly with wings of freedom...
if you think that by not letting me go out will...
manage to clip my wings...i'm sorry it will not...
it will just let my wing grow larger...

every opposition you make is like an obstacle...
i might lose 8 out of 10 obstacles...
but i'll win in the end....
and i'm confident of it...
you can't keep an eagle in a cage for lang...
there'll be a day when i break free....

ONE DAY.....

Hie there....
wow...the holidays have passed so fast...
i can't even rmb what i've done...
ok...haha...

i'll be going for BNCO camp soon...
it's tough...but good for me....
i've lost the weight i gained during the holidays.....
JUST during the course.....haha...
yup...always look on the bright side of things....

Hey! Hey! guess what...
during this holiday......
i've made quite a few friends ....
guys more then girls...
but...well....

some from the Melaka trip...
some from BN...
some from the roadside...
(ok lar the roadside is only one...)
but...is also counted right...
haha....

what can i do if i attract more guys...
haha...no lar..
just kidden...
i know some of you are like goin to vomit soon...
haha....

i guess guys are somewhat more friendly...
girls are more shy...hehe..giggle..giggle...
haha...
i've been so busy...
i hardly go to church...
sorry alicia....i really didn't mean to
pawn church one...

wish me luck for BN guys...
i'm really trembling under this smiley coverage...
Jia you! jia you! jia you!
Many thanks to all those who has keep loving me...
and giving me support...
And to my friends and squadmates...
thanks for listening to my lame jokes...
and comments....

you guys have kept me going...
special thanks to my meis and kors....
especially to KK....
with his Hack care attitute...
and letting me suan him all the time...
and to Noel too...
i really love suaning him...haha...

Apologies to Abel...
sorry for always daoing you...
even if you are really irritating...
well you try....

ANOUNCEMENT!!!:
My Bday is coming soon.....haha..
guess when???
Next YEAR!!!! 12 JAN!!!

haha... ok everyone knows about this lame joke/ HINT
ready...i know..i know...
very qian pian...haha...
All the best for the coming new year...
hmm...maybe its too early...
nevermind...haha....
Have a blessed X'mas!!!
(^.^)