This was how the story was told - Thursday, March 25, 2010












I'm gonna say that I'm not just some weak fragile little girl
I'm not as vulnerable as i may seem to be
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
But you, you just break my heart
and i can't cry, not anymore, the tears are dry

I know that i'm not being overly sensitive
I just think that i've lost you on the way, down the road
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
You don't understand what has gone wrong
You still think that all is fine
But I've already gone on so far

My heart bleeds from the love that i've given
You've changed so much, so fast
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
I'm not sure if you realize my change in attitude
I don't think the new you understands me enough

It saddens me that our relationship could have been different
I always say time will tell, but there's no more time
I kinda regret it, for you and me
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
I've never said it cos i didn't want to spoil the friendship we had
but you spoiled it anyway

I feel so desolated and i don't understand why it's like this
Is there really no way to change it anymore
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
I don't want them anymore, I want to throw them away
I say i've forgotten, i've let go
But in actual fact it there, just hidden deeper than ever

*Chorus

I'm sorry but we can't just be friends anymore
We're less than friends,but i'll always
have the old you here, in my heart.