I'm sorry for today...
I just really miss you today
so much so that I can't control myself
maybe you're right
you do have better self control
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
It just makes me really sad
that I need you so much
cos i don't want to be a burden to you
I don't want to be one of those sticky
girlfriends who go miss you every 5secs...
but i think that's what i've been doing unconsciously.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I don't really think that you miss me less
I just feel that i'm missing you
too much for it to be real
I miss you so much it hurts
that's why i said the things i said
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
But that's all over now
and i'll gladly put the past behind me
I just can't help but wonder what if
one day you'll get really angry
i'm really really scared.
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
You may say i'm paranoid but
what if...
just what if...
One day you say
i've had enough with you and your
RUBBISH!!!!
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
Then what's gonna happen to me
I'll just die of a broken heart
but no,I stop myself in time
and think happy thoughts.
yet the fear still lingers...
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
When your angry letter came
I cried
I really cried
not cos I was sad
but cos it hurt for me to say
that I miss you.
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
each time i say
I want you here
i'm not kidding
so your reply
give me cab money lar
makes me cringe and laugh
at the same time
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
I won't forget your smile
won't forget your face
won't forget your smell
won't forget your kiss
won't forget you.
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here