I can't take it anymore
it's like walking around in circles that never end
It's like being stupid over and over again
It's like putting my face in your palms
waiting to get slapped

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

I used to believe in all the lies
telling myself it'll be ok
telling myself
it's just a phase
but it's not
i realize that now
I'm going crazy just seeing you everyday

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Ppl who know me know i hardly ever cry
who hardly ever see me cry
I think it was only once
I hate to give you the pleasure of seeing me sad
but i can't hold the fort no more
i'm breaking down
and one day...
i swear, i'm gonna scream in your face

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

I don't understand it
don't understand you
how did i even choose this path in the first place
how did i believe in all your masquerade
i see it all now
all so clear to me
just can't wait to get this over and done with

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Everyday it's the same
all a pretense
all a facade
I don't expect more from you
it's too much to ask
for you to at least once
be real in front of me

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...

Well too bad...
for me...
i'm just gonna have to suck it up
and go crazy everyday
but one day...
just one day...
i wanna see how you feel when i treat you the same
don't think you realize how much people
hate your face

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes (x2)

can't wait for the year to end
then i wouldn't have to ver face you agin
running to africa
or anywhere else
is haven...