For some weird reason i'm feelin really emo tonight
I know i should have stopped thinking so much
but i just can't help it
I'm so scared. When night comes i hug myself tight
and try to remember the happy moments
but it's there bugging me...

I've been asking myself this question over and over again
Is love the game that no matter how I try I'll never win?
It's like tryna write a love story but runnin out of ink in the pen
Suspense
Like a fairy tale beginning but you never find out how it ends

That's the worst part
that i'll never know for sure
not till we've spent 7 years together
It just reminds me to treasure him more
All the stories that i'm hearing
All the break-ups that i'm seeing
All the girls that are better than me...

So I often wonder if I'll ever
(ooh, if I'll ever find true love)
Like the sun has summer, rain has thunder
(What am I afraid of?)

I know, i really do
that this is so unlike me
that this is not what i'm supposed to be doing
not at this time, not this way
Somebody please tell me what should i do
I just can't forget.

If I'm afraid to love
If I'm afraid of love
I wanna know
Cause if I'm afraid to love
(afraid of love)
Then how will ever find the one?
How will I ever find the one?
The one (x2)
How will I ever find the one?
(the one)

It's useless to tell you to promise me
even though i've done it
I don't really believe in promises that go on forever
All the stories of how people change
of having seen change myself
How many success stories are there...

Tell me why is it the closer I get, I run away?
It's like standing in the mirror
When my reflection looks the other way
Outside I'm smiling
But the truth is that I'm crying inside
(I'm tryin)
It's like tryin to write a perfect song
But I can't come up with the last line
(So I)

i've never doubted your love
Or doubted my feelings for you
It's just that i know
no matter how many times
i'm gonna say don't break my heart
It doesn't work that way
when it comes, it comes...

So I often wonder if I'll ever
(ohh if I'll ever find true love)
Like the sun has summer, rain has thunder
What if I'm afraid to love?

I guess...
you'll never really know till it comes
and till then i shouldn't be so worried
Since i've already said yes
My heart thuds with dread when my mind drifts
every time i hear annoyance in your voice
even if i'm not the cause, i'm scared

If I'm afraid to love
(If I'm afraid to love)
If I'm afraid of love
(If I'm afraid of love)

That's the real reason why I like to hold your hand
why I like to have you close
why I put my head on your shoulder
It make me feel that you're there
that you're here
and that you won't run away
It's so not me to be so sticky
but this feeling inside...

Cause if I'm afraid of love
Then how will I ever find the one (How will I find? How will I find?)
The one (x3)
How will I ever find the one?
Tell me, how will I ever find the one?
How will I ever find the one?
How will I ever find the one?...

i'm sorry...so sorry...