I was really angry
really mad, fuming
then i hung up on you
and the pain set in.
It hurt like never before.
Pain mixed with regret
mixed with the ache of my heart.
This stupid freaking heart
who loves you so much.
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that
Then we made up
and i hugged you so tight
so close.
To make all the pain go away
but it doesn't
and it still lingers
help me...
It hurts so much
and i can't let go.
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And thought you break my heart
You're the only one
If not for anything
it's just cos it's you
it's you who was the one that
made the hurt
so only you can make me go away
nows not a good time
i said
cos even if we made up
I've no time to see you
for you to be my band aid.
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I know that i should forget
and it's not out of spite
but that's easy for you to say
you know that i've always been paranoid
so now this fear won't go away
that you might one day say
forget it
i'm done with this relationship.
i'm scared, so scared.
*I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl no no
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl
I know you love me
really i do
but when you say stuff like this
it really pains my heart
the paranoid me
just can't help but worry
You have so much in front of you
a whole future
me, all i have
is you.
There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one
So you don't need to be sorry
like i've explained
it's me not you
that's making this hurt stay
it's just
be there for me when i ask
if you'll break up with me one day
and tolerate with me as much
as till the end of time
that's all i ask.
And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
You're not wrong really
just saying the right thing
at the wrong time
it was when i was stressed
and studying
and you saying
to not want to spend so much time with me
made me feel that i've made
you fed up with all my requests
and now you don't want me anymore.
so it's not you, it's me.
I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Don't be sorry
cos i'm not sorry that it happened
It taught me a little bit more
about you, about me
It made us closer, in a way
and it not the time we spend
which makes us closer
It the quality of it.
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...
*
A person's heart is like glass
you can break it once or twice
or a few times
and it can still mend
but hurt it too many time
and the pieces won't come back
together again.
So don't break my heart again okay?
I love you no matter...