I can't stand it ant longer!
What rubbish.
I helped my grandmother make some
Pineapple tarts for CNY.
and LOVE them so i saved myself
a tin.

Then my brother complained that i was selfish
becoz he finished his tin
and one extra one.
while my tin has half left.
So my dad said that i should share.
I said that he finished his already

but my dad said i should either finish it
or let my bro eat cos it's temptation.
What! Rubbish!
If you give three people $100 each.
Just cos someone wants to save it doesn't mean
that he should let the others spend right?!

I'm so irritated that my dad actually thinks this way.
This is soooo NOT! the first time.
He says that he didin't say that i'm in any wrong.
But he doesn't get it that the msg he gives
is that its fine to eat whats not yours
because the other person didin't eat it anyway.

Is that the way?!
Then he scolds me for thinking i'm perfect.
I don't think i'm perfect.
I just think that one should at least be told that
if you finish your stuff, that's it.
If you want somemore,
go buy,
or make what you had last longer.

Is it my fault i eat lesser?
What a big fat lie!!!
I crying super hard now.
for what i don't know.
I hate it so much.
But i can't stop.

God.
Help me and teach me.
God .
Hold me and help me.
God.
I need someone to tell me its ok.
That life doesn't always suck this way.
(pardon the lang.)
That is my prayer for today.

It's raining so hard in my heart.
It overflows into my eyes.

Oh ya. Happy Valentines.