Today i watched the video of my POP.
It was sad...
especially after what happened yesterday.
but i didn't cry.
there was no atmosphere.
I can't really say why...

I was screaming when seeing my squadmates.
I was so happy.
I was so sad.
but no tears came...
why? i don't know

i guess i wasn't so sad after all.
I love you yellow squaddies!!!